lonesome.
Levyes, I mean, I understand that you felt as though she did not like you
but I assume even women have underlying reasons for their feelings
like, I don't know, you pissed in her cheerios or something
oh, you mean why I think she wouldn't like me?
I don't know
I'm just such an awesome, wholesome, handsome person
LevI would have gone for 'lonesome'